Hola mis amigos.
I wrote a blog a few months back about timing. Please go back and read it before continuing this post.
So losing a parent was one of the most difficult deaths that I have had to deal with thus far. I lost a lot of people,but this one pierced my heart when I heard the news. This one took so many tears from me. This one made me reevaluate life. This one made me reevaluate how I treated my mom.
When I heard the news, I did not understand. I wanted the traditional wedding. I wanted my dad to be there when I graduated. No matter the hurt that he brought to my family. I still loved him and wanted him to be proud of my accomplishments.
Some things you are just never prepared for,and this was one of them. I could not believe it.
Dealing with a close death is never easy, NEVER. It is always good to talk to people about how you feeling,maybe someone close. Me personally I always talk to God, so that higher power you believe in if you feel you can’t talk to a physical person.
Also you got to know it is okay to cry! Cry until you can’t cry anymore. It is okay!
Lastly, do something for them.
When I graduate, best believe it is for everyone that believed in me including the deceased. When I point to the sky, best believe I am telling my heaven family especially my dad, LOOK I MADE IT.
So keep your head up. Let yourself heal. Breathe and keep pushing. Your loved one is watching!
Until Mo post,